Woahh . This blog is like so damn dead alr can .

Yesterday went out together .
Melissa & she went to pierce her 4th earhole ~
I see liao also feel like piercing ehh !
She today damn good girl .
No go out . Stay at home worhh .

9months and 10days , still counting on ~
Go out together more often okayy .
We've not hanging out so often alr ):
Time for us to hang out is only during recess and sometimes after school :/
Nehhmind . Better than nothing yo ! :D

Nothing much to write also .
Tag her more okayy !
Byebye ~ :D

Tinktong~! ChikeChikeBangBang~!♥ 7:37 PM

Today as usual. But in class got some ppl keep asking me " Sandra are ue ok? " Cos I m kinda crazy today , and thats a good thing! <:D> After school caught in a heavy rain wif Wendy;BestieAiai and Melissa;PrettyDarling/ChaoAhLian. I went back home first well both of them went shaw. Went home changed eat and went to shaw meet them. Than at shaw had lots of fun and laughter. Hahaz! <:D>
I did not said that ue are unfair! Ue choose to be like this. And why must ***** the one feeling guilty?! Also not she wan de. Do ue wanna noe the reason for rejecting the dinner request ue requested that day?! Its becos ue and ******** will sure keep toking , than did ue think that if ue two kept toking hu will be toking to me?! Than I will be like damn fucking extra and like I m disturbing ue two having ur dinner. Had ue thought about this point before ue ask me? Ue think I dun wan go ar? Do ue noe how happy I was when ue asked me? But ue are not going alone but wif ur bestfriend? And its not like still got other ppl. Its just me ue and her. Than I will be the odd one out for sure! Now I really dunno how to tok to ue. And whenever I ask ue to come to practice did ue come? NO! >.< And ue noe I only post about ue when thr is no one around me. Ue noe the reason?! Its becos my tears will just rush out like a running tap. I didnt noe I was so weak. *Laugh. Felt so useless...

Tinktong~! ChikeChikeBangBang~!♥ 8:00 AM

Woohoo~! I m back! <:D> Today's flight was at 2.15. Reach Singapore at about 3 plus. Than reach home at about 5 plus. Than went meet WendyN;BestieAiai after I put my things at home. Pass her things and she pei me eat dinner. Than 6 plus 7 jiu go home le. >.<I m damn fat now. At Penang eat too much le. >.<
Actually today going meet JoanneOMY;LaoGong they all at MarinaBarrage. But end up nv go cos they say cancel cos not much ppl going. >.< But nvm HuaKaiZ;AhGong say he will organise one party soon at his house. <:D>
Woohoo~! Tmr going HighTea wif ShirleyOOI , SooYiOOI , WayneTOH , KeithOOI , SuzanneOOI , AdamKOH and MarshallTEO at Marriott Hotel! <:D>

Seriously , no point saying sorry now. Its useless. Ue are the one who chosen this way. Ue are the one who is breaking all the promises we made. Ue are the one who also go out wif other instead of us when ue promised us FIRST! And ue are the one who is always finding excuses. I noe ue dun wanna go wif us is because if ****** they all found out that ue go out wif us or wadever shit they might break friendship wif ue? Because of THEM ur attitude towards me/us had CHANGE! Last time i do care. But now I dun. Because we became like this is because ue always feel better wif them but not wif us. Actually , ue could treat both side equally is just that ue CHOOSE to treat them better.

Tinktong~! ChikeChikeBangBang~!♥ 6:04 AM

Tinktong~!

To IvyWJY;QingAiDe: 
Thanks IvyWJY;QingAiDe~! Ue let me understand lots of things. Ue are really a nice and lovely friend. Thanks alot loveyou QingAiDe~!♥

To JoanneOMY;LaoGong:
Cheerup my dear girl. Its heart pain to see ue like this really. I noe secret love is pain. And I noe the feelings of ppl lieing to ue. Hope to meet ue soon , and I will be ur listening ear and comforting ue. <:D> Loveyou my dear LaoGong~!♥

To WendyN;BestieAiai:
Ue too! Cheerup kay? Ue are always so emo. And its kindda hard to understand how ue feel cos ue always keep it to urself. Hope ue will just tell either me or Melissa;PrettyDarling / ChaoAhLian so ue wont keep it to urself too long. Cos if ue continue to keep it to urself like this zhen de bu hao shou de. Loveyou BestieAiai~!♥ 

Tinktong~! ChikeChikeBangBang~!♥ 9:55 AM

Tinktong~! Sian today during CO got headache. >.< Woohoo~! WendyN;BestieAiai finally got unlimited sms! We can sms like crazy women already! <:D> After CO went home changed take money went meet WendyN;BestieAiai for dinner. We meet at XiaYiZhanXingFu than bus to TPY. Than at TPY saw JieLi.L;GanMei  , say hi and blah blah. Than saw BeavisYJF and EltonO;GanDi. Than tok alot. Than after that WendyN;BestieAiai and I walk around dunno wad to eat. Than we decide to eat Subway. Than after that BeavisYJF call me and say they wan come join us. Than we say ok lor. Than we went Subway. In the end I am the only one eating. >.< Than they wait for me than chit-chat. And they keep complain say I eat too slow. -.-''' Which I nv. Than I finish eating le Wendy;BestieAiai say wan go mac eat , so I pei her lor. Than the rest went home. Than finish eating le we went swing thr slack. Than around 8.40+ we went home.

HOPE:
Hope 22June faster come~!
Hope penang got sell batman or stitch tee~!
Hope I can forget the past soon~!
Hope the picnic on 26June dun end early so I can go~!

Pls just dun tok that much to me , or maybe dun. I just need time.

Tinktong~! ChikeChikeBangBang~!♥ 8:46 AM

Tinktong~! Didnt sleep well last night. Cos I dun have my stitch(s) and April keep disturbing me. Hahaz! Woke up early today. >.< Than 11 plus left Suzanne's house and headed to TPY and meet Wendy;BestieAiai and ZhaoQi;AhPuiAhGong than also meet Shalihin;BestFriend and help Wendy;BestieAiai to take her Chip&Dale. Than after meet le went PizzaHut. Only Wendy;BestieAiai and ZhaoQi;AhPuiAhGong eat. Than after went MoreThanWords buy JingWen's present. Than went take bus. I went home and put my things and change while the both of them went Shaw buy movie tickets first ( The Karate Kid ). Than we miss abit of the show. >.< But nvm at least its nice :) Than after that went Mac. Wendy;BestieAiai had her dinner while ZhaoQi;AhPuiAhGong and I just eat Ice-Cream. Than after that Wendy;BestieAiai went home first than left the both of us. Than we slack awhile jiu go home le.

HOPE:
Hope to meet up soon wif WayneTCB , KeithOSC , SuzanneOSX , AdamKCP and MarshallTXY soon~!♥
Hope to meet up soon wif WendyN;BestieAiai , SHuiShan;Steady and Charlotte;GanJie soon. ♥
Hope to meet up soon wif JoanneOMY;LaoGong soon. ♥
Hope MelissaL;PrettyDarling / ChaoAhLian curfew faster end!! I miss her! >.<

I guess the promises we made had already broken. I noe it , our promises will not last long and it really didnt. I really feel like tearing the letter ue wrote to me. But I just cant do it. >.< And I dont think ue still have the letter I wrote. Or maybe ue had already forgotten than ue have a friend call Sandra. And whatever ue said is nv true. Ue nv ONCE keep the promise ue made. I guess only for me bah. Maybe for ue I m not as good as the friends ue have now? But can ue just tell me clearly? I nv had this kind of feelings before seriously. Everytime tok about ue or wad. Those happy days we had spend before have come through my mind. But after that , all the negatives thoughts is all in my mind.
We USED to be very close.
We USED to share our secrets.
We USED to cheer each other up when they are sad.
We USED to msg each other often.
We USED to go out together.
We USED to act many ppl. 
We USED to plan things together. 
We USED to play together like crazy women.
We USED to do crazy stuff together.
UE USED to reply my msg.
But now? We are totally like strangers. Or maybe just a friend that only say hi when they saw each other or not even a hi and just walk pass each other? See how many "USED to" did I use. Haiz... No point thinking of all this stuff now. We will nv get back to the past. Or maybe UE like it this way and not last time. Maybe ue prefer them than us? Maybe ue think they suits ue more than us? Maybe ue think wif us is like torture? Than go wif them and dun come back. But one day when ue have change ur mind. We will still welcome ue back. But I guess ue wont. Or maybe no need guess also noe ue WONT. ( No offenceto this person if ue are reading this , I meant nothing but just writing out wad and how I felt. )

Tinktong~! ChikeChikeBangBang~!♥ 8:06 AM

HELLOO , JOANNE HERE POSTING FOR MY WIFEYY ! (:
Went out with her the previous day bugis , shop , neoprint , plaza sing , home around 8 to 9 ?!(:
Looking forward for next meet up  ! Meet up soon Wifeyy ! ^^ .Pictures can't be posted , duno why . Maybe you can view it on facbook if you want to ?  http://www.facebook.com/?ref=home#!/album.php?aid=2049251&id=1160088778&ref=pb .

Tinktong~! ChikeChikeBangBang~!♥ 8:39 AM